mrmrswhatever.

Pause.

mrmrsajpopshuvit — Sat, 04 Jun 2011 17:32:17 +0000

I’m putting my life on ‘Pause’ & I don’t know if I want to blog anymore.

Lost. So lost.

Preach what YOU say.

mrmrsajpopshuvit — Mon, 21 Mar 2011 09:56:44 +0000

I tell & remind many people to take it a day at a time.

And for the last week. I’m implementing it to MY life.

24 Dec 2004.

mrmrsajpopshuvit — Mon, 21 Mar 2011 09:54:13 +0000

My first gig in Malaysia.

My first outing with Kerina to watch Adzrai perform with Estranged.

My first time I saw AJ on stage and I knew I wanted to marry him.

Technically, its 5 years since I’ve known AJ.

We’ve been through many ups & downs and well since I knew him MANY things have changed.

His career, Alhamdullilah is doing well. Not yet stable, but OK.

Popshuvit is doing Great.

And me, well still confused as I was 5 years ago.

Really, I’m not sure anymore if I signed up for this many-many years ago when I wrote down what I wanted to be in 5 years.

Help?

Twitter.

mrmrsajpopshuvit — Sat, 12 Mar 2011 04:31:03 +0000

I finally deleted my Twitter account and it was liberating.

I had reasons for doing so, and really I’m happy.

I think that is what matters the most.

“I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl.”

mrmrsajpopshuvit — Mon, 07 Mar 2011 15:10:21 +0000

Lesson Learnt.

mrmrsajpopshuvit — Mon, 07 Mar 2011 15:05:44 +0000

I learnt 2 Great Things through this.

(1) Your Family will NEVER fail you.

(2) People who take advantage of others will never get anywhere. Eventually, your desperation and selfishness will show. No matter how hard you try to hide it.

Really, I feel awfully dissapointed. However, I feel liberated that once again, I have found yet more perspective to what I want to achieve for my family and myself.

Praise Allah.

“Money and corruption are ruining the land, crooked politicians betray the working man, pocketing the profits and treating us like sheep, and we’re tired of hearing promises that we know they’ll never keep.” – Ray Davies

mrmrsajpopshuvit — Mon, 07 Mar 2011 15:02:27 +0000

“Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.” – Headstone

mrmrsajpopshuvit — Wed, 23 Feb 2011 19:31:41 +0000

Everytime you search her name and stumble upon my blog, I think about the pain and think about how hard it must be for you to be without her.

I note the number of times that you have search for her since she has passed and I see it getting less and lesser. It’s ok to stop one day because eventually, time does heal the pain & void that you have now.

For the record, we still talk about her and many of us still visit her FB to look at her pictures too. We have lost many people since High School and maybe its the memories that we desperately want to cling on to that makes us do the things we do.

I have to admit that I too am afraid of forgetting on how they look like. So, so, so many times I have done exactly what you do just to remind myself of a loved one I have lost many years ago.

You are not alone. And I truly wish that you will heal over time.

My prayers are with you always.

No more pain.

mrmrsajpopshuvit — Sat, 12 Feb 2011 18:47:26 +0000

To my dearest Kak Lina,

The song speaks for itself.

Sabar ye.

Allah has better plans for you.

Wants & Needs.

mrmrsajpopshuvit — Sat, 12 Feb 2011 18:45:31 +0000

I have everything I need in my life really.

This year, I want things in my career to kick off.

I want to work alongside AJ and work on an experimental project that we’ve been discussing for the past few months.

This year, I’m going to TRY to make things that I say a reality.

Insya’allah it’ll work out.

And you’ll be the first to know.