Everytime you search her name and stumble upon my blog, I think about the pain and think about how hard it must be for you to be without her.
I note the number of times that you have search for her since she has passed and I see it getting less and lesser. It’s ok to stop one day because eventually, time does heal the pain & void that you have now.
For the record, we still talk about her and many of us still visit her FB to look at her pictures too. We have lost many people since High School and maybe its the memories that we desperately want to cling on to that makes us do the things we do.
I have to admit that I too am afraid of forgetting on how they look like. So, so, so many times I have done exactly what you do just to remind myself of a loved one I have lost many years ago.
You are not alone. And I truly wish that you will heal over time.
My prayers are with you always.
Posted on 02/24/2011
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