I had a great week. Raudha Ismail (Imran Ajmain’s SG Manager) was in town. Sangat best to have someone home base here. We catched up on what’s going on in the scene back in SG & had great steamboat dinner at Pho Hua @ The Curve. Spend time with her at Rafik Koncept @ TTDI as Hyrul Anuar is busy recording his latest album due next year!
For those who don’t know Hyrul Anuar, his a chap, very POPULAR chap in SG with Killer Cheek Bones AND sangat comel! And did I mention his really2 polite too. I personally think that he’ll be in the SG industry for many years to come and I hope he’ll make it big here in KL .
Would love to see more TALENTED Singaporean chaps like Hyrul who can actually SING in the market here.
I had a great talk with Iz & Az last night. I realized that people who I’m surrounded with now lift me higher to make ME a better person, a better friend, a better wife, a better everything. We were also talking about how people like to have their insecurities conquer them and their life. And honestly as a human being, who isn’t?
Today, I woke up and I realized that I let too many things bother me and stop me from what I want to do and be. So I’m going to fight for ME.
I want a better life,
I want to fight for my future children so they can have a better life than me.
I want to buy that house for my parents.
I want to be everything that I long for that I feel I lack in.
And so, the song below is for all of us.
And especially for Iz, Az & AJ.
I know we can do it and be lifted higher than who we are now in the future.
Well, AJ & me have been running around like mad for the past 2 weeks.
So I’m just gonna post the highlights of what happened. I’m still abit tired from everything so I’ll make it short & sweet.
7-9 Nov: Cherating
We were there for the XFM One Drop Party. Popshuvit, Hujan, Monoloque & alot of other performers were there. The beach was beautiful, the hotel we stayed in, Holiday Villa, was just so peaceful & the beach was, ‘Wow!’. AJ & me were exploring that area and was on a Keropok Lekor search so we drived to Kemaman and Terengganu to look around on what’s there. Sangat laid back place. Love it!
9 Nov: Kuantan
We visited AJ’s auntie & cousins who fed us truckloads of food. AJ’s auntie caters for the Pahang Royal Family and I must say that the Pudding Diraja that she makes is just drool-licious. You guys SHOULD try if ever you have the chance too.
10-12 Nov: KL
AJ & JD just completed the theme song for Cyril Takayama’s show, ‘Simply Magic’. You guys gotta check it out! Yay!
As for me, catched up with IZ & we hung out and watched Pisau Cukur.
13-15 Nov: Singapore
Rushed back to Singapore. My grandma passed away. As weird as it sounds, I’m glad she’s passed cause she was bedridden for the past year and she was suffering so much! Alhamdullilah, everything went well. Managed to catch up with my family too. Bliss.
16 Nov: KL
Read on FB, Agata Pradhan passed away in Singapore. We were in the same highschool in ISHCMC. I’m still waiting to see if the family if holding the funeral or memorial service in Singapore. She’s Nepalese and her dad have been working in Vietnam since forever. No one knows how she passed (It doesn’t matter anyway, Happy thoughts!) and WTH is going on. Oh well. I’ll just wait like the rest.
17 Nov: KL
Here at home blogging. And waiting for AJ to wake up to finish Ainul Aisyah’s song.
Honestly, this year have been a bad one. Alot of people I knew, I was close with & I love are gone. And its starting to freak me out.
This idiot in my FB (whom I just deleted) gave this comment, ‘People come and go all the time what?!’. Are as much as I thought it was insensitive, I honestly think, we as human beings would NEVER wish for death towards anyone that we know.
Yesterday morning, while I was during my morning routine of playing Cafe World on FB, I saw on the Live Feed, ‘RIP Agata‘. My heart jumped. So dengan keponye I went to Agata’s Wall. And there it was, wall msg’s full of depressing messages. My heart skipped a beat and I felt like smacking myself cause I literally have not even had time to breathe after my grandma’s funeral and someone else is gone.
I was just too tired to cry, sob or even think about it. I told AJ I’m just so sick of it. Sick of crying, sick of wailing & sick of thinking about them. I hate death. And I concluded yesterday that Death is NOT my bestfriend neither it is my friend.
Last night, I lit a candle. I said a prayer & I moved on with my life.
And I posted this on my FB wall.
And I pray really hard that next year brings better news. A Better life. A better chapter of stories in everyone’s life.
So, lets all pray really hard okay?
Take care & Love your loved ones like there’s no tomorrow.
Sometimes I lay in bed thinking about my husband. I ponder and think if really, do we need a spouse to live and live that normal ‘life’ that is considered normal. Pelik kan? When we don’t have a partner, we want love. And when we have love, sometimes we wish we were single.
Maybe its ME just thinking that way but I think that love does such great wonders to your life.
Oh well, but then again… It’s just one of my random thoughts.
So enjoy lah the song below.
One of my Top 20 songs on my ‘Hazreen Top 20 Charts’.
But its a cover by Utasa Hikaru. Love this version & U2’s.
I’m currently working on AJ’s new webbie for his studio.
I know most of you are “so-called” silent readers but hell. Need your opinions.
Tell me what’s missing from his website. I’m moving the site to www.unknownkl.com soon but I seriously feel macam ada yang tak kena you know. I mean other then the fact that he doesn’t update (coz you know, his too ‘busy’) what else can I do to ‘pimp’ up the website.
You guys can FB/Leave a fake name comment/email me like before. Sorry if lambat reply, I’m gonna be running around KL this next few days.
Bet you guys must be wondering where we were. I can see how many people log in to check any updates tau! ANYWAY, as flattered as I am that there are quite number of you interested in what’s going on, I am actually tired as hell at the moment.
Just got back from Cherating from a show over the weekend, and we managed to catch up with Family over AJ’s side since we’re kind-of in town.
Will blog in the next couple of days. Do check in darlings!