Pause.

I’m putting my life on ‘Pause’ & I don’t know if I want to blog anymore. Lost. So lost.

Preach what YOU say.

I tell & remind many people to take it a day at a time. And for the last week. I’m implementing it to MY life.  

24 Dec 2004.

My first gig in Malaysia. My first outing with Kerina to watch Adzrai perform with Estranged. My first time I saw AJ on stage and I knew I wanted to marry him. Technically, its 5 years since I’ve known AJ. We’ve been through many ups & downs and well since I knew him MANY things… [Read more…]

Twitter.

I finally deleted my Twitter account and it was liberating. I had reasons for doing so, and really I’m happy. I think that is what matters the most.

“I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl.”

Lesson Learnt.

I learnt 2 Great Things through this. (1) Your Family will NEVER fail you. (2) People who take advantage of others will never get anywhere. Eventually, your desperation and selfishness will show. No matter how hard you try to hide it. Really, I feel awfully dissapointed. However, I feel liberated that once again, I have… [Read more…]

“Money and corruption are ruining the land, crooked politicians betray the working man, pocketing the profits and treating us like sheep, and we’re tired of hearing promises that we know they’ll never keep.” – Ray Davies

“Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.” – Headstone

Everytime you search her name and stumble upon my blog, I think about the pain and think about how hard it must be for you to be without her. I note the number of times that you have search for her since she has passed and I see it getting less and lesser. It’s ok… [Read more…]

No more pain.

To my dearest Kak Lina, The song speaks for itself. Sabar ye. Allah has better plans for you.

Wants & Needs.

I have everything I need in my life really. This year, I want things in my career to kick off. I want to work alongside AJ and work on an experimental project that we’ve been discussing for the past few months. This year, I’m going to TRY to make things that I say a reality.… [Read more…]